yesterday was pathetic because i only had like only 12bucks with me? and i realised that the value in my ezlink card was a negative 79cents. so topped up my card with my last 10bucks and spent the rest on dinner. cup noodles and a gulp. cheap aye?
i am feeling so broke. penniless baby.
i've got 2 big blisters on my heels thanks to that everlast flats. ughhh. my fault as well, i know that wearing those fucking flats would hurt my feet but i still chose to wear them.
haha anyway work is fun. more like the people are fun rather than work itself. probably my last day with cal :( but it's alright i can see him in school :D ben said henry is a woman trapped in a man's body. ohmygod how evil! but i think ben wanna date him. ben confessed that he don't like women. maybe cause henry has captured his heart. lol.
READ THIS: my brain has been inactive for six months.
school's starting real soon. i NEED school. yea, NEED. i NEED to re-activate my brain. i think what i've learnt for the past ten years has gone down the drain. well, that's what i think but i hope not. haha i feel that my intelligent quotient has dropped. again, that's what i feel but i hope not.
i think i got a bad temper and anger management. i almost smashed my comp into 10000 pieces just now. i couldn't on the damn bloody thing and i started kicking and banging on my cpu, hard. and i cry easily too :( what a fucking loser. i don't want to cry. crying makes me feel like a fucking loser. but i really can't help it sometimes.
ehh okay i think i talk too much. maybe i should shut up now.