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felt like a thousand stabs in my heart
Friday, February 08, 2008 2:02 AM

i feel that i've failed, as a human being.

i'm a fucking bloody useless girl.

and i've lost all my confidence in love.
i don't have the guts to love/like someone anymore.
i'm giving up.
in fact i've given up.
love is a losing game.

sleeping heals misery. try it.
i slept for over 15 hours and i felt better.
much much better.
at least, i've woken up now.
back into reality.

my heart's dead.