you wouldd never ask me why my heart is so disguisedd i just can't live a lie anymore i wouldd rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry there's nothing left to try though it's gonna hurt us both there's no other way but to say goodbye
i now got no inspiration to blog already. don't know what to blog about, don't know how to start, everything also don't know. last time i got alot to say, now no more.
but i figured out that i like this skin, best. no idea why.
farewell party is on friday. and i'm supposed to handle food for 43 people. that's hard work. i'm off to sleep after doing a rough plan of the bbq stuff. there's training tmr morning. can't afford to lose sleep.